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♥ Thursday, March 29, 2007♥



Happy Birthday to my PumpKin Sis
Siti Nur Malina Binti Mustaza
10 years old
and again, He's not around to celebrate
but i still Love you...


she wrote;


♥ ♥

Asmara


Sendiri....
Ku kemas air mata di pipi
Tak percaya aku yang tlah terjadi
Cintamu kini telah terbagi
Haruskah cinta aku akhiri
Hanya sampai di sini

Tak mungkin....
Aku berpaling dan menyudahi
Tercabik hati ingin meronta
Jangan kau rejam ghairah yang ada
Haruskah aku mengemis cinta
Untuk menghilangkan duka



Asmara...
Kemana lagi akan kucari
Siapa yang 'kan
mengusir sepi
Disaat 'ku sendiri


Asmara...
Mungkinkah kau sampaikan padanya
Walau hatiku penuh derita

Aku masih slalu cinta..



she wrote;


♥ Wednesday, March 28, 2007♥

wednesday, wwk 13


Dee left me n Fizah… for a 3 day trip to Bintan.. wif her Mr Pilot… and yah I know, I know Fi, u r jeleesss… why.. sebab Dali hv yet to b back in 6 days time… *nyahaahaha
Pelan2 tunggu eehh… so I can definitely still make u get more jeles ok…. *winkwink

Ayu Mummy, I so interested abt ur baking… please take note ok.. I want it… when.. I shall notify u 1 day… but please know that I am really wanting it!! *yay

Nisah Luv… incanto charms really got u psyched ehh.. but I still think Escada works real wonders lah Babe… *hehe
and yahh, mi really counting down to d 30th lah.. so tak d sabar u know…

Tot-tot & Mok-Mok, shall see u both on Sun… for abg arTz wedding.. dah nak kahwin si abg ketot tu.. n coincidentally, he’s a Cuz… and we shall make a gallery for our soon-taken pix on dat day.. *chuckles

Dha-Dee-Nurz, im missing u all effingly.. I cant promise I’ll be there for the mthend gathering… but then again I shall try to make an appearance ok… *hugs


Sis Sabrina, happy birthday to u Luv…. A year older 2day but still looking ever 18.. Im missing u HELL!!! We shall meet up soon ok… *smile


Zu, I miss u too… hard to meet u nowadays… busy kan.. but then again… I shall see u n my Aveo Daddy soon!!! *yeeehaaaaa




she wrote;


♥ ♥

tagged... AGAIN...
Ayu Mummy... i have done it... with lil additions... *hehe*
Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 8 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. After you state your 6 weirdness, you need to choose 8 people to be tagged at the bottom of your blog. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says “you’re tagged”.

#1. I will open my eyes 1st thing; then look for my SE when i wake up from sleep…
#2. I m craving for sweet and sinful indulgences..
#3. I love Green so much that I have almost anything in that colour in my wardrobe..
#4. I prefer ironing n folding clothes to washing n hanging to dry (dryer excluded eh pls…)
#5. I love SNAKES…
#6. I don’t drink just Green Tea… & don’t even make me…
#7. I don’t like to eat PETAI & TAUGEH and I can’t eat PRAWNS & CRABS…
#8. I prefer Brussel Sprouts to Cabbages… because they look cuter…

Now the 8 lucky people who will have their chance at revealing how much of a weirdo they can be…
Lucky person #1. NaDz
Lucky person #2. Fizah
Lucky person #3. Dina
Lucky person #4. Dha
Lucky person #5. NuR
Lucky person #6. Dee
Lucky person #7. ShaSha
Lucky person #8. aGee
u're tagged, Babes...


she wrote;


♥ Tuesday, March 27, 2007♥

tagged viciously by nur Luv..
chettt...
1. Who is the most important to you?
Mama

2. Who was the last who sent you an SMS & call you?
SMS – Cuz Lyn / Call - EwoK

3. Are you good in your studies?
In my point of View, good enough…


4. Can U speak Chinese?
Broken Chinese ok…?


5. Who was the last who said "I Love You"?
My lil Sis, Malina


6. Who is the most annoying person you know?
sum1 who's awaiting my final straw..


7. Who are you tinking of now?
The HIM on my prayer…

8. Who are u chatting with?
Fi & Deen @ work!!


9. Are you in trouble?
All Clear!!!


10. Missing someone?
Yes… but generally more than 1…

11. What day is today?
Tuesday

12. What do you hope for ur birthday?
I dun knw yet.. can I decide later??

13. Bored?
Not really…


14. Last channel u watched on TV?
AXN – CSI NY


15. What time did u slp last nite?
0144hrs


16. Do kids love you?
Their smiles n laughter says it all..


17. Do u make ppl laugh?
At times…

18. Do u give ur secrets away to anyone?
Used to, now im afraid to…

19. Dumped someone?
Way back in school counted??
*chuckles*


20. What type of personality are you?
Unpredictable.Reasonably Vixen.Outspoken.Vibrant.


21. Are you tired of love?
It keeps flowing…

22. Are you angry at someone?
Not 1.. a few…

23. What do u really want to do now?
Retail Therapy n Indulgences!!


24. What type of girl do u hate most?
I dun hate… I detest…


25. Who do u want to see now?
my Beautiful Souls, my Dad n HIM


ok.. done

Fiza : Dina : Zu : NaDz :
aYu : aGee : LysSa


U’ re tagged Babe!!


she wrote;


♥ Monday, March 26, 2007♥

over the weekends
been long enuf since i last blogged about what happen around me...
so let's hit it..
Fri 03/23 was wrapped up wif a *lengthy* and *trying-hard-to-convince* network marketing by a fellow close friend-Sis... y.. 1st, it was a rainy eveng all d stretch of PIE... n d best part we r heading to Boon Lay... how dreaded can it b.. nevertheless, we rched 7 heard.. still we've decided to for go..
Sat 03/24, Ma & Sisters left me alone @ home, went JB... thus waking up 2 a rather unkempt home... looked as though a CYCLONE just went through... and left me i/c to keep it back i shape... *chetttt*
later, its a half day spent @ Shunfu, clearing the almari.. was like a 'kandang kucing'... only 2 end up wif the almari half cleared of unwanted n worn out clothes.. after that n led to a sumptuous meal.. we headed to the Neighbour... only to mit AriSya @ the ka-ching$$ n then proceed back Mainland.. only to get caught in the Q... n eventually in d Rain... poor U for gettg caught in d Rain... half front wet... *shivers*
only afterwhich, AriSya n YanIna proceed for The Cathay wif Mr Bean @ 0220hrs... we had to go down Pasir Ris Elias.. for its the Twin's Dani & Nafi 20th birthday... time flies.. they r all grown up already... though it rained earlier.. lucky them to get d shelter... wif sum fod n pieces of Truffle for us to munch on, the bunch started their JOKE gap... n dat lil place roared wif thunderous laughter....
oohh.. and also.. to my Darling Kenit Niece, Nurin Zainal... Happy 3rd Birthday to you, pumpkin!!! (aunty lupa lah...)
Sun 03/25, woke up wif a temperature.. ok.. down wif fever.. still doesnt stop me for a lil picnic wif Parentez @ ECP pit 70... whr we had finger food-mee hoon-tuna... stupid mtvs.. skinny beautiful boxers.. manhunt-nots.. uber laughing madness... unappreciated appearences and leave.. sinful Smirnoff... and ohh yahhh.... d much anticipated Lil Almir Jr.... Julie looked real cute & she's anxious excited waiting to pop!!
and we r all eagerly waiting to carry Junior.. *clasp hands*
i shall end off now;
say, its really pathetic to not knowing wat's going on..
but it's really hurting when it's been going long enuf n u only realised abt it later;
when u fitted all d puzzle pieces together...
either its hypocracy or just being goody-two-shoes unnecessarily...
make up your mind, n bring it up...


she wrote;


♥ ♥

the power of 3



Three things in life that, once gone, never come back :
Time, Words, Opportunity.
Three things in life that may never be lost :
Peace, Hope, Honesty.
Three things in life that are most valuable :
Love,Self - Confidence,Friends.
Three things in life that are never certain :
Dreams,Success,Fortune.
Three things that make a man / woman :
Hardwork,Sincerity,Commitment.
Three things in life that can destroy a man / woman :
Alcohol,Pride,Anger.
Three things in life that, once lost, hard to build-up :
Respect,Trust,Friends


she wrote;


♥ Thursday, March 22, 2007♥

sorry nurZ but i think i owed u this...
but it's way long overdued...
++Year 2001++
How old were you?
19
Where did u go to school?
NYP School of Engineering
Where did u work?
@ dat point, TRU Marina
Where did U live?
East side
Where did U hangout?
BLK E: heavy dance trainings!
How was Ur hair-style?
rebonded at 1 time n wavy at another time
Did U wear braces?
nope
Did U wear glasses?
yah.. but coloured contact lenses to school is a must!!
How many tattoos did U have?
None!
How many piercings did you have?
used to have 6
What car did U drive?
no licence @ dat age
What was Ur fav band/group?
Greenday
Worst fear?at dat time, School of Health Science.. *haha*
Had U driven yet?
Yes
Have U been arrested?
Never!!
Have U been to a real party before?
too young to party hard
Have Ur heart been broken?
yes, 3 times?
------------------------------------
++Year 2007++
How old are U now?
25
What grade are U in?
School life ends since im 23
Where do U work?
AMD (S) Pte Ltd
Where do U live?
still East side
Where do U hangout?
mostly, workstation
Stil talk to any of Ur old frens?
Beautiful Souls till now…
Who is Ur celebrity crush?
Johnny Depp
What kind of car do U have now?
Not able to have 1 yet.. still..
What is Ur biggest fear?
the almighty One


she wrote;


♥ ♥

oohh-la-la

Rabu 9.30mlm
Mar 21st 2007
featuring Lawrence & Melissa - my Sexy YaTz
simply sweet..


she wrote;


♥ Tuesday, March 20, 2007♥

d solitude
....I try to forget that you are gone
Everyday its hard to keep strong
When I see places we've been before
I want u with me more and more
When I hear the songs that remind me of you
The more I try to believe it's true
That your really gone and you wont be back tomorrow
and then my happiness turns to sorrow
when I hear someone whisper your name
My mood no longer stays the same
My eyes water and my heart starts to pound
Because I know U r nowhere around
When I see couples do what we used to do
Like holding hands, hugging, and saying i love u
It makes me mad its taken all away
All I have are memories of that last day
When I get lonely I start to cry
And start to think of that last lie
That you'd never leave me no matter what or how
But open your eyes, where are u now
I've held on this long, how much longer
can it take me by far....


she wrote;


♥ Monday, March 19, 2007♥

one year up & counting
March 4th -- Cuz Muhammad Farhandy 18th
March 6th -- Sec Sch Babe Julie Katherina 25th
March 11th -- Cuz Muhammad Sufyan 18th
March 16th -- Bro Saharom 29th
March 17th -- Auntie Norsinah 45th
March 24th -- Cuz Twins Muhammad Danial & Muhammad Hanafi 20th
March 28th -- Sis Sabrina 27th
March 29th -- Lil Sis Siti Nur Malina 10th
Happy Birthday to YOU!!


she wrote;


♥ ♥

hot hot hot STEP-pers
Mu-Gammas WHO?!?
1 word!!
B.I.T.C.H.E.S
step.stomp.step.stomp.step.stomp.step.stomp.step.
ssssssssssssssttttttttt.ssssssssssstttttttttttttt
-- Theta Nu Theta --


she wrote;


♥ Saturday, March 17, 2007♥

somehow...
u deeply know..
im effingly missing u..


she wrote;


♥ Friday, March 16, 2007♥

cute
i heard E singing this while passing behind my workstation..
...sudah kahwin ke belum
baru jumpa dah senyum
mcm bunga sekuntum
bau harum dicium...
it got me into giggles...


she wrote;


♥ ♥

HIS presence


my lates indulgence;
pride & joy
Edrin Johannes




she wrote;


♥ Thursday, March 15, 2007♥

Nat King Cole
L O V E
L is for the way you look at me
O if for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can love
It's all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
it still keeps ringing in the ears...


she wrote;


♥ Wednesday, March 14, 2007♥

can one possess Autumn?
in the deepest solitude there is a road.
a refusing to identify with the pattern of life.
out of the state of mind but in the blanket of my heart,
i find rest.
it's not that i have found.
im a man and who am i?
like waves imprinting on the sand so your hand has molded this clay.
this love gazes and holds its breath and is silent.
affections immeasureable, an abandoning of clamor,
yet roused by the whisper of your still small voice.
i would still frame this moment to obatin beauty forever.
i would crawl through thorns to possess Autumn,
to kiss, to hold and to touch your love.
A gave me this in Calvin Klein & Im deeply cherishing it..
Thank You So Much


she wrote;


♥ Tuesday, March 13, 2007♥

at random
the wishlist
3 down..
4 to go..
which shall be next eh?


she wrote;


♥ ♥

The Tag
kudos 2 both Nurz & aGee Tot Tot to get this done...




7 Random Facts About Me:
1. optimistic
2. pessimistic
3. GREEN rocks HER thongs
4. CHARMED
5. complicated
6. OUTSPOKEN
7. ‘cengeng’.. I am.. *chettt
7 Things I'm Afraid Of:
1. Almighty One
2. Death
3. fallin in/out of LOVE
4. MONEY *moolahs
5. losing my Mama
6. Syaira gettg HURT again… & again…
7. STAGE FRIGHT
7 Random Songs:
1. All About Loving You – Bon Jovi
2. Azimat Cinta – Siti Nurhaliza
3. Give Me Novacaine - GreenDay
4. From This Moment – Shania Twain
5. Tersiksa Lagi BatinKu - Exists
6. A Woman’s Worth – Alicia Keys
7. No Me Ames – Marc Anthony & Jennifer Lopez
7 Things I Love:
1. My/His Family
2. My WishList
3. Beautiful Souls
4. CharmeD
5. GorGeous Syaira
6. Summer Berries & Cream + Strawberries & Champagne + Bailey’s = Basilisk’s Hyoma
7. shopshopshop
7 Things I Say most:
1. Hello / Bye
2. m a m p o s
3. Ma.. (while looking for her in every corner of d house)
4. ye ke…
5. SAMPAI SENGET!!!
6. sorry, salah salah salah… asek SaAaAaLah aje…
7. BASKET!
7 People To Do This:
1. NisaH (d uber Madness )
2. FizaH (d blind Bird )
3. Dina (d rambang & sogok pupil )
4. Zu_BeD ( d EngLish Hancur Babe )
5. Vira ( dat SweetSweet )
6. Dee ( d Miss Senyum Lagi )
7. Ayu ( d mak Buyong )
ok... completed!!!


she wrote;


♥ Monday, March 12, 2007♥

HER Epitomy
the Life
the Luvs
the happenings
the Man
the Love
the Gift
the Tragedy
the Lost
the Hurt
the Tears
the Memories
the Faith
-- s u s t a i n e d --


she wrote;


♥ Thursday, March 08, 2007♥

Why do Girls cry?
They fell in love with the wrong person
They're Mad
They're Sad
They're Scared
They're Nervous
They're Frustrated
They’re Happy
They're missing someone
They're Alone
They're PMSing
They're Pregnant
They're tired of abusive relationships
Their Heart is broken
They're in love
Their souls have been torn
They met someone they can’t have
They did a mistake either big or small
They feel cheated
They hurt so bad inside
They feel unloved
Someone died or is dying
When things they want doesnt get on track as time tells


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♥ Wednesday, March 07, 2007♥

error
my deepest apologies for not being absent from the blogging arena
i'll be back soon..
keep a lookout till then...


she wrote;


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